My Mouth Speaks Understanding..

she's there..
i can't let go..
but i want to..
i want her to live with me..
not in my memories..
i'm afraid i'll harm her indirectly..
does she understand my actions?
will she ever understand my heart..?
i feel so dead..
my tears dried up..
my blood's evaporating..
everything's wrong..
My Screwed September..
never wake me up..
till Pain's dead..

My Mouth Speaks Of Returning..

and so its been awhile..
india was good..but sad
i realised it has been awhile..
and i realise i ain't me..
i'm me..
but i'm not too..
here i am writing in haven again..
Oh? why? cause i felt like it?is there a need for reasons for the everything you do?
screw it..
its gonna end in dec..
finally i'm free again..but i'm back again..
oh well..guess u can't have em all..
but at least i won't have to see dicks everyday..literally dicks..
but again..i'll miss it i know it..
dogsoup(2) is just too emo..
oh well..like what SHE told me..
"I'm addicted to enemies.."
so am i..
be glad i'm back..
but maybe only to those who cares...
oh well..
"TENDENCY TO KILL
I'VE LOST ALL MY WILL
I'VE LOST ALL MY FEEL..
WHAT AM I DOING?
ROTTING AWAY HERE
WITH SADNESS..
DEATH ANSWERS IT ALL"
- DOGSOUP