My Mind Thinks Clumsy..

i think it's just nature for me to be a fucking klutz.
and i cannot afford to do so.
in my job.
i CANNOT be a klutz.
fuck.
i am distracted.
i'm a klutz.
i seriously hate my life but i can't do anything.
i am grateful though.
but then.
i can't stand it.
something's distracting.
but i am not sure what.
maybe it's my life itself?
or maybe i left music unsettled?
we'll know soon enough.
going through a roller coaster isn't the first in my life.
get used to it kid.