<bgsound src="http://www.angelfire.com/planet/bleedingscreams/AEONSPOKE.mp3"> Reinvent of The Haven..: My Mind Speaks...Unsure.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

My Mind Speaks...Unsure.

i'm unsure of what i want..
i'm unsure of what you want..
i'm unsure of what they(inside me) want..

i'm unsure if i'm alive..
i'm unsure if i'm dead..
i'm unsure if i'm me..
i'm unsure if i still love you..

i'm unsure of how things will go..
i'm unsure of how things are now..
i'm unsure of how things flow..
i'm unsure of how things went..

i'm unsure if i will survive..
i'm unsure if i can survive..
i'm unsure if i want to survive..
i'm unsure if i did survived..


but i am sure that they are all living inside me..
squirming in pain..
screaming in vain..
i am feeling it again.
i'm feeling these lies again..
this reality that lies..
....release..
...end..
tired...

i just want to sleep..

9 Comments:

Blogger (T) (H) (B) said...

*pat* sleep bah... Don't think too much!

7:19 PM  
Blogger Telliecoin said...

looks like you have a lot on your mind.. did you know that apparently it is common for every person to have 6 different personalities to accommodate different situations? you just gotta coax one of the to fix your problems..

9:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

but i can't sleep HB..
i don't have a proper home.=)
it is these troubles that keep one alive sometimes..
but telliecoin..how did you know bout that(personality)?

-Crimson

10:39 PM  
Blogger Telliecoin said...

hmm I read it in a journal somewhere when I was researching for behavioural studies, we don't only just have ego, id and superego. We apparently have different personalities, not schizophrenic of something it's just a personality mechanism.

11:18 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Telliecoin:yes agreed.
how did you find this blog anyways?


- Crims

3:24 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

crims si boh?!

3:59 PM  
Blogger Telliecoin said...

omg crim.. is your memory failing you??? have you forgotten me already? i'm fl on your tagboard tsk!

1:55 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

omg.sorry i didn't know.
i could't see your blog link when i clicked your nick.my bad!

- Crim

8:43 PM  
Blogger Telliecoin said...

lol tis ok! :P

10:26 PM  

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