My Mind Speaks Or is it...

could it be just me all these while?
could it be me being oversensitive person that i am that lead me to this?

or..

is it really that i might just be an accessory sometimes?

i don't know.
i don't care.
those who matters.
stays.
helps.
understands.

those who try to change you for no apparent reasons.
Aquaintance.

yes.
i am oversensitive.
i admit i might be stupid.(and clumsy)
actually quite damn fuck stupid...
fucking took me 2 years to see man.
but..
maybe it's just the way how some friend treats other friends.
and maybe staying with one just changes everything.

i need to focus.
but i can't.
too many's happening outside the shop.
ugh.
i feel like ending.
not kill.
but just END.

yeah yeah.
there are some who would not understand me and comment shits.
go fuck yourself.
i'll bet you do not realise how tiring it is to wear a mask EVERYWHERE
you go.
and with no place to call home...

the only time you do not wear a mask is when you sleep.


maybe instead of dogsoup haven i should be naming it the life of a gypsy or something. tsk.