My Mouth Speaks...Dreams or Reality?

i had a dream last night..
solely bout C..
it was so real..i could almost feel that laughter..
but..for now..i don't know whats real and whats not anymore..
oh well...rental's killing me..my bill's drowning me..
why can't i just live off as any ordinary teenager..damn shit...
probably going for drum lessons soon...and design school
gonna ord soon...gonna post some ord dinner pics here...