My Mind..

this sudden explosion of momentum releases this extreme aura of emotionless pain.
i do not know what happen.
all i have in my mind is..
Tattoos and music.
i've lost all endurance for relations and the pleasure the heart asks for..
i've long forgotten what's a relationship.
was it long?
maybe it was only 1 year ago.
it seemed eternity.
i've forgotten the feeling of holding a female's hand.
i've forgotten what's a kiss..
i've forgotten the satisfaction of seeing one's smile.

all i remember..
is the feeling of holding a tattoo machine..
the feeling of ink..
the satisfaction of a client's smile..

i am happy this way..
rejections suddenly do not hurt anymore..

i do not wish to give a fuck.
i can't give a fuck.
i simply do not give a fuck bout it.

i've spent my fair share of slit wrists during my youth.
whereas other's were happily partying.

it's my turn to party now..
my passion..