My Mouth Speaks...Drown..

right now i feel as though i'm gasping for breath..
each time thoughts come to it..
am i not a good boyfriend?..
singing as a "back-up" vox during jamming was
actually more than noise..
it was more of a relieve..
i should review my point of living..
every moment i'm actually thinkin bout it..
where did i go wrong?
why is it that options are so easy..
but the decision's so hard?
are memories really that hard to be replaced?
are feelings really that hard to be replaced?
why am i constantly being chained onto this?
when i can just run away..
i ain't good lookin and hunky..
i'm just a little midget with attitude prob..
what are my thoughts exactly?
the new song SpiralFall's written..
are my feelings exactly..
but its just so hard to put it in words..
why?

i'm drowning in my own demise..