My Mouth Speaks...Fri & Sat

Fri - Jamming with my side proj's mates..
3 of em were from my ex band..but 1 didn't turn up cause of exams..
2 turned up..
me..
and my campmate..
after jamming...i gained back the feeling all over again..
The Feel To Kill
the bassist was playing a blues riff
the guitarist harmonised off with a blues solo and headbanging riff
the keyboardist was doing the meldoy..
i was doing double pedals with technical parts..

Sat - Laid my first art piece onto my friend..
wasn't up to satisfaction..
but i got the feel of it now..
my first tattoo done on my friend..
will be my first and last worst piece ever created by me.

My Mouth Speaks...Fri & Sat

My Mouth Speaks Renew..

i can't do a damn song on my own..oh well..i guess i've to leave it to jamming
..hmmm...
gonna do a tattoo on my hand with an egyptian eye..
and then i'll proceed to my forearm..with again..another eye designed by
Crimson..
then i'll proceed to my legs..damn..its gonna take awhile for me to do all these..
oh well...
at least all my tats has meanings..not some ah beng ones..
i should really learn how to regret...
oh well..but a leopard will never change its spots..
hopefully i'll be able to come up with a good recording with Spiral though
so in future..i can tell people proudly..
"Hey Check out my band's album!"
oh well..if one member bo chup..so will the others..things work this way
Burnie..you cannot keep saying you organise until very sian this kinda thing...
everyone plays a role..if you aren't happy bout it..don't just keep quiet..
talk to the rest...
you may keep quiet bout your personal life..
but please don't do so for Spiral..
cause it consist of other people..
we are working as a team..
G-molester said something to me before..
:"i do not only need you as a drummer..
i need you as a friend too.."
these words..goes to you and Trev and G-molester too..
i hope to enjoy my life as friends with you guys too besides just
being mates you get it?
its not being emo..
but just that..although i might be younger..but that doesn't mean
that my words don't mean anything..
you might have been through alot of shits..yes
but i've through stuffs that you might not have been through too..
yeah?
just voicing out here cause i'll know you will read it definitely..
hopefully you will understand..
\m/ - Crimson

My Mouth Speaks...EVIL

If only there ain't the word LAW..
i'll bet you will be dead..and so will i..
you're fucked up..
so am i..
what is there on me to fucking stare..
i forgot what i wanted to blog about..
this is the longest 2 months i'm going through man..
if i could..i'd kill evetyone with my music..
what's with singapore rising the price of cigarettes..shit..inconsiderate people..
and the gov's asking us to be considerate to elders and stuff..contracdictive people..
if i had a choice i'd smoke my damn life away..
if i had money i'd smoke on the mrt train..
what's with people who are claiming that they know me when they keep
saying that i'm a porno freak??
fuck thats irritating..
again..i hate people to fucking stare..
i had enough of wearing a mask everyday..
i fucking hate to smile..
can't they talk to me normally without me haveing to wear that mask????
do i look fierce?
no
what the fuck..people keep saying i look 16 - 17
but on the other hand they say i look like i'm a
murderer without my facial expression..
just what's their prob?
its not a crime that i'm borned without proper
facial expressions..
fuck em all
burn to hell

My Mouth Speaks...How..

what should i do..
damn..
just when that anything gets so well..
everything comes so bad...
yeah..i'm selling myself sis..in fact its a giveaway..
you think anyone might want or pick me up?..

My Mouth Speaks..Unwanted

Age : 18 - 22
Gender : Male
Height : 1.68
Weight : Recently decreased to 48kg..initially 55kg
Interest : Art , Body Art , Music
Looks : Fugly
Name : ScareCrow
Self Description :
Emo Fuck..ugly as hell..smiles like shit..
Ambition to be a tattoo artist..
StoneR..
Anti-Social..
As retard as fuck..
FUGLY..
Short ass..
Shy Ass..
Bad at picking up girls..
Always using words at wrong time..
Doing retard fuck things..
Always locking oneself up into thoughts..
Wishes to stable..
Retard Fuck..
FUGLY!!

Any Takers?
(would you really consider?)

My Eye Reveals...Death Evolution

It's finally about time..
i'm going to re-form a metal band with my ex bandmates..
this will be my side project
the characteristics of my side-project's sound..
- Blues
- Technical
- Brutality
- Melodic
Last but not least.. - DEATH METAL
its been awhile..ever since i can re-rage my anger into sounds..
beautiful..
don't get me mistaken..
i still love my rock band..SpiralFall..consist of..
- FireBurn
- Guitar Molester
- renaissance_man
- dogSoup
its a great band..i love it alot..
but i still really wanna do something else with hard hitting brutalities..
i wanna growl bout Gore..Rage..
enough bout my music side..
soon enough..i'll be able to become a tattoo apprentice...
and soon enough..a freelance graphic designer..
not much in multimedia side but will attend lessons soon..
more on free hand drawn work..
if everything fails..
i'll just go sell chicken rice at a local coffee shop..
(of course..with my dreadlocks on..*ahem sis..)

Anyways..hopefully people who knows who i am..
or reads my blog..please support my bands yeah?
\m/ Rage within the silence \m/

My Mouth Speaks...Change..

i'll never change for you again..
i'm who i'm now..
you moulded me into this..
i wasn't like this before..
you forced me into this..
filled with anger and confussion..
you're mentally torturing me..
i might have overdid it..
that i feel like laughing now..
i feel like a fool..
until now...
you don't even know who i am?...
hahahahahahahahhahahahahaha
i'm never the person whom you knew ever again..

My Mouth Speaks Break up...

she proves me right over and over..
she's dones things that isn't what i want...
i appreciate it...
but..
she never appreciates..
she moved out with me..
i told her..she will move back home one day..
fair enough..she did..she couldn't take this harsh reality..
i told her.."lubu" is the one you'll never forget...
true enough..she just said her greatest regret was to leave him..
lets break up..
end..

My Mouth Speaks...Dreams or Reality?

i had a dream last night..
solely bout C..
it was so real..i could almost feel that laughter..
but..for now..i don't know whats real and whats not anymore..
oh well...rental's killing me..my bill's drowning me..
why can't i just live off as any ordinary teenager..damn shit...
probably going for drum lessons soon...and design school
gonna ord soon...gonna post some ord dinner pics here...

My Mouth Speaks Methods Of Release..

If you knew when you're gonna die..
and you'll be granted to die in whichever and however way you want it..
how would you wanna die..?
personally..
i'd cycle to this piece of land which i used to trained on..
with the company of the dead trees...
i'll hang myself as the sun sets to my death..

My Mouth Speaks..Emotions

can one eventually lose thier basic emotions?
can a smile really affect that badly?
whats the purpose for emotions?
people tend to take it for granted when they see one smile..
but do they know how much does it take to smile for some?..
when everything's so numb to you..
do you feel as though a smile is more of a mask named polite?
isn't it a little tiring to smile everyday emotionlessly?
thus...
i've forgotten how to smile..