My Mouth Speaks Unncessary Thoughts.

you know.
there are times where you think alot.
and sometimes these thoughts really put your entire day down the drain.
at this current point where i am standing and living..
some friends i've made.so close back then.so far now.
but some friends were close.and now still are.
new friends come in.
one became close.
so much shit has happened.
but yet i'm living like i don't bother.
i do.
But then again.maybe i shouldn't.
i'm starting to fuck care the things around me more often lately.
maybe i'm just getting tired?
or maybe i've woken up?


after so long.i just realised something.
i have micky mouse ears.
and they look fucking ugly.

yesterday while walking amongst queue to board a bus.
there was this indian kid and his family who was chasing after another bus.
the kid ran behind me and tripped on my heels.
he took on the role as superman and flew to the ground.
Flat.
i took a look over my shoulders.
and boarded the bus.
i felt guilty.
for 5 mins.
why?
cause i was sleeping on a bus.
no one woke me up to alight.
i got locked in the bus.
called up the interchange.
the driver came.
he was an indian driver.
and he gave me that fucking look on his face which says :"CHAO CHEE BYE"
i was really pissed at that.
it is not that i am racist.
just that those that often irritate people and piss people off real bad..
are usually coincidentally Malays and indians.
look.
i do insult about my own race too.
its not bout the skin color.
its bout the behaviour that's presented in public.
maybe it's a culture to bargain something that cost about $135 SGD to a mere $2.
i don't know.
but that pisses me off.
cause at least be considerate that people's running a business for public.
not only you.
be it whatever the race is.
even chinese aunties do that.
discrimination over here in sg usually isn't a natural thing.
it is forced as people tend to MAKE others discriminate.

- Crimson