My Mouth Speaks Madness.

You know...how sometimes it takes a long journey before you realise it though people around you have been constantly reminding you that things will get better?

After knowing [A] , i realized..
there are nice girls around in sg.
i admit S was a good gf.but..i'm sorry..
i'm not the one for you and likewise.
you did nothing wrong just that our characters clash.
no point blaming further right?
it is not [A] changed me or what.
sometimes turning points are that minimal for you to realize it.

things haven't been so bleak but definitely stressful.
i like being numb.
it makes you give no fuck to nothing.
i yearn for death yes.
i do not appreciate my life.
but i do appreciate what i've did , done , doing and accomplished in life.
it's a thin line.
no regrets born no regrets left.

Hands..
it's time to do this.
it's the moment you have been waiting for.
Do this good and proud.
Die with honour and pride.

- Crim