ResuErection.

i can't believe what a kid you are.
i can't believe how u still chose to be so retard.
you can't stand what i am doing.
but yet you're doing it right now.
now you know how it fucking feels?
it sure feels fucking good.
i really don't feel anything you know?

you've been always pushing the blame on me while we were together.


You know how it feels?

i bet you do.
i smirk as u squirm in pain.

when i decided to take the blame.
To see me down is your aim.

now you feel what you've been giving me.

Even if you shut up.
you can never satisfy the other party.

well of course i should have figured out long ago that i wasn't good enough.
espcially when you brought in 2 guys.
why do you have to be such a bitch that you're not?

now..
You're just exactly like L.
You're just exactly like her.
You're doing everything she did.
You're acting exactly like her.

you're still cramped up in your own world.
even with apologises.
you still do not accept.
and said that i pushed the blame to you?

Now.

Who's the one who isn't satisfied and pushing the blame?
i took in the blame but you're just so..
Full of yourself.

Wake up.

You're not as hot as you think you are.
You don't have to do this.
You're not the "clubber" that you claim to be.
You don't have to do this.

i take the blame in and fully understood it.
which was why i apologised.

and now you're ranting as though i pushed the blame to you?

You're 20.
not 2 years old.

So start acting like one.

i'd like to know..
why did you get together with me for?
You thought you have feelings for me?
you wanted to experience?
you thought it would be fun?

cause you're so locked up in your own thoughts and neglecting the person i am and my actions that you've let your guard down so badly...
you fail to see what's actually going on.


what seems bad may be good.
wake up.
look.
realise.
do not judge the book by it's cover.
it's a bigger world than you think.
understand it..
what seems bad..
Might be good..
wake up..