My Mouth Speaks Cranky.Very Cranky.

i am seriously really fucking pissed.
i've been so eaily pissed off lately and i don't know why.
firstly it was :"Help me do this!"
replies:"ok.tmr around 3"
replies me:" sure or not.don't later last min i need to find someone to help me"
replies :"ok sure.just a matter of time.its late"
Replies back :"i got someone else to do it"

i'd seriously say a big fuck you and a big middle finger to you.
seriously.

if you don't trust me or can't accept the way i do things.
don't fucking ask me.
if you fucking ask me.
then don't fucking find someone else.
it's just like you tell this buyer.
yeah i will buy your stuff.
when the buyer gets your order and all.
you tell him "hey i bought it from someone else"
you will gain no fucking respect.
because you do not respect others.

Stop asking people what the fuck did you do.
you are NOT fucking young anymore.
fucking wake up and be more fucking sensitive and considerate to the people around you.
you know.
i seriously didn't mind keeping in touch and all.
but when it comes to disrespecting.
i don't give a fuck even if you're my mom.

i'd fuck you upside down so hard to make sure heaven seems like hell to you.
don't come and tell me craps like :"i'm so afraid to talk to you because i am afraid to do wrong things."
Maybe that is fucking why you're always doing wrong things.

cause u never fucking learn from your mistakes.
instead.
you learnt how to RUN away from your mistakes.
and hence.
like i said.You never fucking learn.
i learnt mine.That's why the word JOAN is there.
how many fucking times do you wanna run?
how many fucking times do you just wanna enjoy the good and leave the bad?
it fucking pisses everyone off you know?
you may not know.
cause the people around you are just keepnig quiet.
carry on being like this and friends bid goodbye.
and might as well bid to yourself too.
cause if you don't know how to respect others.
your self respect must be really slow.

WAKE UP!!!!



Second case:
my fucking ex-band.
all of a sudden on this fine monday morning.
"i got something to tell u.our old drummer wants to come back and play.faz and azmi plan to put u to bass and then if the drummer not avail then you sub.thats what they plan for you."

look here.
it's not the matter if bout playing bass or not.
i can fucking play the bass if you want me to.
but fuck.
this IS a fucking band.
negotiate with your fucknig memebers instead of planning for them.
you're not paying them.

you are WORKING with them.
you should respect the roles for each individuals and DISCUSS with them how they feel bout the idea.
Fuck all of you.
Everyone who doesn't respect.
Always seems to be of the same blood.

Now.
refer back to my post previously.

all these isn't natural.
it is what you presented and then forced people to feel even though chances are given.
Points proven over and over again.
need i say more?

- CRIMSONWOLF