My Mouth Speaks Insomnical..

geez..for all the damn things that i could have suspected that i'm sufferin from i would have least suspected..
INSOMNIA..
argg..i was lying on me grand comfy bread from heaven..ahh...the life..
the wind of the healthy air...
my mind dying off into the tireness..
BUT MY EYES AREN'T GIVIN UP!!!
ARGGGGGGGG (*&^%$(*&#(*^%(*#%
i went for a puff..
i went to EAT..
i went to drink..
i went on using com..
i went on watching mpgs..
i went on reading..
i went on playing games..
AND STILL AWAKE?!
the time when i was still flip floppin on my bed was around already 5 plus..
and by the time i stop messin around tryin to make myself sleep..was already 7 plus..
but i feel asleep eventually..
AND WOKE UP AT 9!!!
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!..
come to think of it..the last time i woke up at 9,relax and saw the beautiful sky of the morning..
was when i had a girlfriend and she was stayin with me..and that was frickin 2001..-.-...
hur hur hur..yeah relaax...hur hurhur..
but thats not the point..
this is not the right time for me NOT to sleep..my NOT sleeping days are on sat..
DAMN..now i've to sleep on sats!!! what a waste of time!!
ARGGGG!!!
i've been losing some of my memory cells nowadays..
hmm...i find that people around me do not know me well..
here's some points that i think that i am..might not be true..but oh well..
1 ) i'm a frickin clown and entertaining at times(but its just a mask)

2 ) i talk about pornography and sex blah blah..all the time..but seriously..
there's nothing much to it..its back to point 1..but i still do love sex when its
with the right person..

3 ) prefers to be quiet

4) black's my wife..

5) VERY important point..i'm damn FRICKIN scared and terrified of....
LIZARDS AND FROGS..please remember..

6) loneliness' grew up with me..

7) thinkin of different things every min..

8 ) short term memory..

9) love drumming..

10 ) love stoning..

11) END

yeah..through fireburn's blog u might have seen my pic..yeah and i know what you're thinkin..
i'm like a frickin 16 - 17 kid..i get this all the time...
ARGGG!!
i still can't sleep~!!!!!
i wanna get a tattoo........
i'm hungry...
i wonder do bloggers meet each other? and be REAL friends?
or do they just blog and comment unknowingly how they really are?
hmmm...
i just realised my doggie looks like a mouse..
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!!!!

















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