The Retardation...

you know..i've never met such a moron before..
probably the only one i know so far..


MYSELF!!!!!!


ARGGG!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!
i swear to god..
i ought to slam my head to the wall so hard now
i deserve a big kick to the rear..
damn shit!!!
i'm a frickin moron...

i'm probably the only one who does it all the time..

after getting drenched slightly today..
i rushed home immediately..
while waiting for her to be done with her stuff..
so that i can talk to her..
i frickin fell asleep!!!!
she messaged!!!
I FRICKIN FELL ASLEEP!!!
and the worst thing...
I WOKE UP TO READ
I TYPED OUT A REPLY
I THOUGHT I SENT IT..

i thought..
i thought...
i thought....
FUCK LA!!!
THIS SHIT HAPPENED TO ME SO MANY TIMES!!!
WHAT THE HELL!!!!
ARGGGGGGG


i was looking forward to talk to her ar..
i'm such a moron to ruin things even when i try..
grrrr...
i shouldn't be allowed to live..
damn shit..

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ARGGGGG
I'M SO PISSED AT MYSELF!!!!!!!

i just remembered....
AND I PUT NEO'S AEROPLANE!!!!!
AND ELSON'S!!!!!!!
JUST BECAUSE OF THAT NAP!!!!!!
ARGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can just die over and over again
with that reason i'm a moron..
and with that reason
after i'm dead in this world..
i'd still be able to die in my next life
over and over again..
ARGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MORON!!!!!!